Alright. About to get way too real with a whole bunch of strangers.
Those of you that have been following me, if y'all care 😂 might have noticed I've been MIA.
That being said, yes I've been busy... but here lately I've just been straight struggling.
Tonight I learned that old vices die hard... I haven't thought about smoking in a year, haven't bought a pack in probably over 2. Until today. I walked around for 10 minutes before even lighting one.
I've been okay. For the longest time, but I'm realizing I'm overwhelmed. So overwhelmed.
So I'm checking in, I'm going to try to do better tomorrow.
Today I tried screaming, I tried walking, surrounding myself in the outdoors just didn't quite work today. That being said, I did get a 40 minute walk in. 😅🤷 ...